Energy Refill: Pending

It's been quite a hard week, with Editorial work piling up, homework forever and ever undone, and those horrible exams going on. I seriously don't know what's wrong with me. I don't seem to care that much about my studies nowadays. Not that I'm neglecting it, it's just that I don't have to motivation do study or finish my homework on my own. Where's the old Angie where she'll so a whole bottle full of determination? I don't know how to face STPM right now, the thoughts itself seem so scary already, so very intimidating. Can I handle it? The previous (and more hardworking) me would have said, "Of course, I can definitely handle it!" but now I'm not too sure. 


I need to find a way to gain back my determination. 


I want to be a full forced Angie, where I excel in whatever I want to be good in. 


YES. That's the spirit. 


But first, i need to get something out of my heart. I THINK I JUST FAILED MY PREVIOUS MATH PAPER. :/ It's extremely depressing, that I can actually fail a Math paper. What is wrong with my brain? I know I'm not working hard enough, but I'm really tired and worn out. Everyday I feel as though I've squeeze my brain juice to the maximum. And just for the sake of confession, I've cried a few times these days already. Physics is just as depressing as ever, I just want to pass my paper, why is it so hard? Now Math is getting more cruel. I'm failing Math paper too. I just ... can't accept the fact. )': God, please help me. D': 


I need to stand up right now, I cannot remain on the floor too long after I've fallen. 


I need to find my old self back.


I will be the one whom my family an rely on in future, and the one whom they will be proud of one day. 


Wish me luck. (: 

*credits to the owner of the picture*

Happy Birthday, Jonghun! :D

Our dearest FT Island leader, saengil chukha hamnida!

Knowing that you've done so much for FT Island has made me admire you way more than just a leader. You've sacrificed so much for your band, and now that FT Island popularity is rising, I hope you can be very proud of yourself. I know I am proud of you. 

Once again, happy birthday Choi Jonghun! <3 You're the best leader ever! <3 I'll make you as my role model (actually, you already are. ^^). 

Please take care, FT Island needs you! :D 

Saranghae oppa! You'll always have Primadonna's support! <3 

Happy Birthday, Hongki! :D

HONGKI OPPA, 

SAENGIL CHUKHA HAMNIDA! <3

You're the best lead singer FT Island can ever have, and fact, you're the best singer in the world, if you ask your Primadonnas.

Saranghaeyo oppa. ;)

Please be healthy always, take care of your health (and of course, your throat LOL)

FT ISLAND FIGHTING! <3

Here Comes Guiltiness

So today I had my MUET Speaking test. Well, I wasn't that nervous, but neither was I calm too. Task A wasn't that good for me, I felt as if I don't have enough points to support my own statement. I did not stutter that much that I'd expected myself to be, but neither do I think that my points were strong. So it's more like a 50-50 kind of thing? 


Task B however, to me it was quite alright. Though Chan Poh Yee felt it's wasn't as good as Task B. :/ I need to say something here.


I'M EXTREMELY SORRY TO MY GROUP MEMBERS.


I'm sorry I looked at the time wrongly, I'm sorry for suggesting the discussion to come a close. I feel really guilty now. 7 minutes and 30 seconds, it was so short for goodness sake. We could have done much better if I hadn't stopped you guys. I'm sorry. D': I didn't do it intentionally, I really really saw the wrong time.. I thought we had left only about 9 minutes? I'm very sorry.


Well, the best I can hope for is that the examiners do not deduct your marks just because of my actions. Sorry dears, I didn't mean to stop you guys. When the lady examiner said we had only talked for 7.5 minutes, my heart felt like it was suffocating and I can hardly breathe there. :/ Even if you all keep telling me it's okay or it wasn't my fault, but if I hadn't stopped all of you, we can actually debate more and that might even change our grades to a higher level. :/ I'm sorry for what I've done. )': 


I can only hope that all three of you do very well in the upcoming Listening, Writing and Reading test. 

Kah Yan's Open House

In conjunction with 2012's Chinese New Year celebration, yeobo had an open house. And since I am extremely lazy, I'll let the pictures do the work. Haha. :D

The honourable owner of the house (Kah Yan and her brother) xD

Kah Yan's friends, I can't remember their names.. :/ Too many names at once :O LOL =.=

The two 'soulmates' who spammed my facebook wall gaugau with kpop stuffs..

Gahh, I look funny here.. What's up with my fringe? =.=

This is Siew Lee! xD I love you for loving anime just like me. LOL

The 2 lengluis, both also so fair-skinned de. =.=

LOL This picture is sooo cute! xD Yee Yin look like a small kid! xD

Yuk Chuen and Chee How became body guards?! xD

Look like a 'family picture'? LOL =.=

I like this the most. I'm extremely grateful to have met all of you. (':

Because of 2012's memories, I can't wait for 2013's CNY. :D

I'm highly anticipating it! ;)