Here Comes Guiltiness

So today I had my MUET Speaking test. Well, I wasn't that nervous, but neither was I calm too. Task A wasn't that good for me, I felt as if I don't have enough points to support my own statement. I did not stutter that much that I'd expected myself to be, but neither do I think that my points were strong. So it's more like a 50-50 kind of thing? 


Task B however, to me it was quite alright. Though Chan Poh Yee felt it's wasn't as good as Task B. :/ I need to say something here.


I'M EXTREMELY SORRY TO MY GROUP MEMBERS.


I'm sorry I looked at the time wrongly, I'm sorry for suggesting the discussion to come a close. I feel really guilty now. 7 minutes and 30 seconds, it was so short for goodness sake. We could have done much better if I hadn't stopped you guys. I'm sorry. D': I didn't do it intentionally, I really really saw the wrong time.. I thought we had left only about 9 minutes? I'm very sorry.


Well, the best I can hope for is that the examiners do not deduct your marks just because of my actions. Sorry dears, I didn't mean to stop you guys. When the lady examiner said we had only talked for 7.5 minutes, my heart felt like it was suffocating and I can hardly breathe there. :/ Even if you all keep telling me it's okay or it wasn't my fault, but if I hadn't stopped all of you, we can actually debate more and that might even change our grades to a higher level. :/ I'm sorry for what I've done. )': 


I can only hope that all three of you do very well in the upcoming Listening, Writing and Reading test.