Happy Birthday, Li Lian..!

heyyyyyyy!!!!!!!! :D

Li Lian, HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY..!! ^^

wow. so many years have passed. i remember the first time i met you was during Standard 3. that time you were closer to Sarah. then somehow we ended up sitting together in Standard 5 right..? then Standard 6 also we sat together, but then Cik Zainab switched our places.. (: hmm. then it was Form 3 when we sat together again. ^^ how nostalgic.. those were the days.. then in Form 4 i sat behind you and now in Form 5 you're sitting behind me.. :D

you know, i'm really grateful having you as a friend.. you're like, always helping me and all.. (: life would be different without your presence. (: and i'm very glad to have met you. ^^ what have i done in the previous life till God is willing to send such a nice friend and allowing me to keep her by my side.., sometimes i do wonder.. :D

therefore Li Lian, i wish you a really really happy birthday. :D 

love you much! ^^

me and you:

and us three: [the so-called triplets.. xD]

we will remain best friends forever right, you, Sheryl and i..? (:

alrights, enough said.. Happy Birthday again.. (:

Congrats..?

Catatan: Tahniah, anda terpilih menyertai PLKN Siri 8/2011

so yeah. i got in. should i feel happy..? or should i not..? 

...

...

no feeling. but that was what i felt originally. somehow, right now, i felt... away. far away. as in like, distant. well, none of my close friends were selected, except for Aisyah. so yeah, i feel happy for them. (: but can i really leave this place for three months..?

i want to cosplay. i've been planning it for months already.

i want to take my theory paper. what the hell la. i was supposed to take my Grade 5 when i was Form 3. and it dragged till i'm Form 5. now you're friggin telling me i have to wait somemore..?

i want to take my driving license. and preserve it for two years till i can remove the 'P' sign and start driving WITHOUT that sign. 

geez. but i'll be leaving for three freaking months. ): it's kind of long, come to think of it. i won't be seeing my family and my friends and all my animes and mangas. i won't be on facebook or writing fanfictions or even reading them. how..? i can't survive without these things. and my beloved phone. D: i can't look at Cloud's face. D: D: D: i can't listen to songs. TT

so for those who didn't get in, be grateful. it's a total different thing to say, "I don't mind being selected for NS" or "I want to go for NS", cause it will be a total different thing when you really are selected. initially i did not mind. but when i think of how things are going to happen in the future, i hope i weren't selected in the first place. but hey people, you know what. 

IT'S A CHALLENGE, AND I ACCEPT IT. 

BRING IT ON. 

well, at least for now i'll be saying that. :D

ps: is God testing my ability to handle stress..?

this has been a hard week. first, NS. then, my one and only tuition teacher, which is my only hope to improve my physics, chemistry and add math will be leaving permanently to Sarawak. D: how am i supposed to survive..?! i'm tired enough, alright..? please stop testing me. now every morning the first thing i think of is NS. where they'll send me to. which batch will i go. damn it. and now i need to find a way to survive my studies on my own, or get a second tuition teacher. D:

but mind you,  

I AM NOT GOING TO LOSE. JUST WAIT AND SEE. (:

 

Of Love and Life

Theme: Flowers

Time: 55 minutes

Roses,

Red as blood,

Elegant but proud,

Beautiful;

but surrounded by thorns,

Roses,

all the more,

symbolises love.

Sunflower,

Gold as the Sun,

When i look at it,

I can smile for someone,

Bright,

but full of petals, full of choices,

Sunflower,

all the more,

symbolises life.

Lee Angie

5 Science 2

15th July 2010

Happy Birthday, Nas..!!

NAS~~!! my ever so important best best BEST FRIEND..

HAPPY SEXAYY SEVENTEEN..!!

i'm really, really, terribly, utterly sorry for wishing you so late. ): forgive me. ): janganlah marah. TT

and just so you know, you have my love. 

(: have a blast..! cause Nas, you deserve one. ^^ HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGAIN. ^^

memories that'll last forever:

LOVE YOU MUCH NAS. :D

Happy Birthday, Aisyah..!

heyy best friend. ^^

HAPPY SEXAYY SEVENTEN. xD

aisyah and i:

erm. all i can say is, "I LOVE YOU MUCH!" *hearts* thanks for being my friend. and when i was struggling with my arts work. ^^ thank you.. ^^ you love me too, right..? :D

Happy Belated Birthday, Mummy..!! [2/7]

sorry, i was sleepy yesterday.. so i slept REALLY early, without posting this.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my MUM. :D 

^^ HAVE A BLASTT~ love you much!!